been a long time

It's been almost a decade since i blogged. I literally forgot i had a blog. Plus i wondered, if i blogged would anyone read it. It will be out there but no one to attend to it but me once in a while. Whats happened the past decade? Got a job, got a car, living …

Expectations and Loving thyself

In Russia, we had a day called Women's day. That's the day women are treated in a very special way. Women are given flowers and chocolates, the lucky ones brought for a beautiful dinner outside. I was somewhat unlucky, I don't remember receiving any flowers. So , one year i got really tired of waiting …

another year to go

Next year will be(with God's grace) my last year as a medical student, officially that is. I dun think medicine is a subject whr u can actually stop learning, thr is alwiz sum idiot sumwhr cumin up wif sum new theory(as if we dun hv enuff oredi), or another asshole elsewhr cumin up wif a …

a freaky thursday

well well, my teeth hv a very bad arrangement, thats y my upper set hv braces on them, n the lower ones r gonna hv their latest members extracted. i was having this really big swell n terrible pain in my mouth for 3 days, n i finally went to see shari on wednesday(actually she …

uneventful life

well, my life is sooo boring all i hv is my laptop. so kekesianan! anyways cant go shopping anymore cos exam is very very near the corner. anyways its been a long time since i blogged, i hv lost the inspiration to blog. Usually i just complain like wat i m doing rite now. anyways …

hating myself again

the year has not been quite right for me! i m not very happy wif how i had to begin it. first of all delaying my peads was a bad decision but i aced it in the end n hvin onie 2 days in btwn to read my psychi(aced that too!). I was  very relieved …

silver jubilee

i few months ago i was freakin out about this, but the day i turned 25 i was ok. Mainly cos it felt like any other day. I baked myself two sets of cakes and i got a third one from my floormates. i was happy to receive a bag that i really wanted as …

the milestone

I was 15. I played a lot the previous 2 years. I just changed to be so different. I didnt like homeworks, i just wanted to hv fun. I liked 911, i collected all their poster, i listened and sang to their songs. I knew every song, everyword, every melody. I became lazy n very …

the big events

happened wen i was 10. We moved to a bigger home, wen to a better school and became an official nerd. The shifting was fun, got a nice room for myself and my own bafrum. Was so happy, oh n i was enrolled to piano class, in which i onie lasted 6 years, hahaha, it …

once upon a time…

i was 5 years old. i was the happiest kid in kindergarten, i was the weirdest. wen every other kid was crying so that his/her mummy wont go, i pushed my parents out of the gate. i think i told them, "go, go ,go. i m fine, u go home!"  Hahaha,  that is so me! anyways, my …