This is a song called Khuda jaane from the movie Baachna ee Haseeno. Its a bautiful love song and even when its translated to english it remains beautiful. I love it, hope u do too!

sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon,
(I bow down to you, yet I don’t know why…)
tum pe hi aa ke rukta hoon,
(I come to a halt whenever I see you…)
kya yeh sab ko hota hai,
(does this happen to everyone in love?…)

hum ko kya lena hai sab se,
(why should we think of anyone else?…)
tum se hi sab baatein ab se,
(you are the centre of all my thoughts now…)
ban gaye ho tum meri dua,
(you have come to be my prayer…) 

sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon,
tum pe hi aa ke rukta hoon,
kya yeh sab ko hota hai,

hum ko kya lena hai sab se,
tum se hi sab baatein ab se,
ban gaye ho tum meri dua, 

khuda jaane ke main fida hoon,
(God knows, I am head-over-heels in love with you…)
khuda jaane main mitt gaya,
(God knows, I am all lost in your love…)
khuda jaane yeh kyun hua hai,
(maybe God knows why all this has happened…)
ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda,
(that you are my God nowadays….)

tu kahe to tere hi kadam ke
main nishanon pe,
(if you say so, then I’ll follow your footsteps…)
chalun rukun ishaare pe,
(stop or begin on their each signal…)

tu kahe to khwaabon ka bana ke
main bahana sa,
(if you say so, on pretext of coming in your dreams…)
mila karun sirhaane pe
(… I’ll meet you each night at your pillowside)

ho, tum se dil ki baatien seekhi,
(I learnt all about love from you…)
tum se hi yeh raahien seekhi,
(and I learnt the ways of love from you…)
tum pe marr ke main to,
jee gaaya
(by dying for you, I lived an entire life…) 

khuda jaane ke main fida hoon,
khuda jaane main mitt gaya,
khuda jaane yeh kyun hua hai,
ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda,

dil kahe ke aaj to,
(the heart wishes that today…)

chupa lo tum panahon mein,
(.. you should hide me in your embrace…)
ke darr hai tum ko kho doonga
(I fear that I might lose you…)
dil kahe sambhal zara khushi ko
(the heart asks me to control my happiness…)
na nazar laga,
(and save it from the evil eye…)
ke darr hai main to ro doonga
(the heart fears that I might cry…) 

o karti hoon sau vaade tum se,
(I make a hundred promises to you…)
baandhe dil ke dhaage tum se,
(I bind the strings of my heart with you…)
yeh tumhe na jaane kya hua
(while you might not know what has happened to me in love…)

khuda jaane ke main fida hoon,
khuda jaane main mitt gaya,
khuda jaane yeh kyun hua hai,
ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda,

sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon,
tum pe hi aa ke rukta hoon,
kya yeh sab ko hota hai,

hum ko kya lena hai sab se,
tum se hi sab baatein ab se,
ban gaye ho tum meri dua,

khuda jaane ke main fida hoon,
khuda jaane main mitt gaya,
khuda jaane yeh kyun hua hai,

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Haha, i didnt do my so called nasty blog. Not that i decided not to, but at the moment that i wanted to, i was being lectured about wat a shopaholic i am. I was sad, so after lecture went to sleep. Kesian kan i.

Today my mum made me even more sad, she said she has succesfully lost 11kg n i looked at myself in the mirror n my mum said “i think the last two kilos i shed went to u!” Yep instead of losing weight(which was my summer holidays’ one n only aim) i hv gained two kilos!

i m sad liao

 

But other than that day has been goin on well, my mum is still walking around proudly, i m stuck to the chair n am really grumpy.

Anyways on a lighter note, that pengarah lady/man finally signed my paper but we all start on  different dates. Nana on the 29th, then me on the 1st, then the two boys on the 5th. Sigh, they just hv to do sumthing upside down. 

so for at least another week i goyang kaki.so anybody in need of sumone free to talk to, sum1 to go out shopping wif, i m here. Just be sure to arrange transportation for me k, then i will cum!

I wish i cud be like this!SIGH!!!

goin crazy!!!

I wish i hv a puppy, i wish there was a little kid at home, i wish i had a job, i wish i hv a car to drive around, i wish i won enuff money to go shopping… I WISH FOR ANYTHING BUT A DAY WIF ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO!!!!!

If onie sum ppl cud get their asses to their respective chair n sign a few papers, i wudnt be complaining. Wen we went to IJN we were actually early like two weeks earlier than our supposed date, but ppl there were good enuff that they did wateva is it that they hv to do for us that day itself. We started our practical straight away! Probably thats wat u get wen an organisation is not purely under the goverment!

Actually i am just pissed cos i hate sitting at home. When in russia i wan to go home, but i dun like juz lazing around at home, for me i muz be on the move, alwiz, or at least the first half of the day.

 If thr is nothing to do for a day, i m ok, 2 days,i can live wif it, but 3 straight days, no way. I m goin KOO-KOO!

I m moody, i dunno wat to do, i m restless, i m hating the fact that i m on a holiday, n seriusly considering leaving to russia asap!!! Y? cos there at least the transportation is not that sucky , n yeah they dun hv that many snatch thieves n rapist n well basically criminals. So seriusly, i feel much safer in Russia. N over there i know where i wan to go, n i will go, here i cant la. what to do?

i m so bored i m gonna do another blog soon. N yep, its gonna be one nasty one i hope, cuz i m in a BAD mood!

Took this from an online book ad n modified it!

Hi

lame tak post kan? hari ni nak gune bahase rojak la. Actually tak tau nak cakap ape, hehe. Anyways i wish i cud be happy wif myself. I am very concious about my tummy n my weight but the more i wan to lose the weight the more i m gaining. Bukan ape, siape yg tak concious kalo everyday dgr org cakap ” i ni gemuk kan, u tgk la i punye tangan ni”. i hear it almost 24 hours a day that i start thinking “i ni tak gemuk ke?”. So i went home that day n took a good ”look” at myself for the very first time, n man did i see the flaws. N that was when i started to be really concious of my weight.

Moreover, there were sum who said i looked 2 months pregnant wif my tummy. I hv tried everything, reducing my rice, reducing the amount i eat but still i hv not lost any weight. So far no guys hv said that i am fat, but they say “OK WAT!!!” Seriusly i dun understand wat that ”OK” means.

I may sound like a hypocrite now, but i think every woman is beautiful in her own way. There is sumthing definitely beautiful in a woman, it just takes time n effort for her to notice n use it. But most of us, being human, search for wat we dun hv more than using what we hv. Y? I dunno. We know no one can be perfect but still, u just want to remove that unseen mole hidden among ur right brow, cos to u, thats so not suppose to be there.

Wen Deepika Padukone was asked in an interview of wat does she see in the mirror when she sees herself, she answered “i see lots of flaws”. So thats proof(altho we dun need it) woman no matter how gorgeous will still say she is not beautiful.

Deepika Padukone

Funny, kan? N wen we look at clothes. Kalo girls punye, My God the choices, bole jadi giler. There r so many, i mean u hv so many shops for girls but for guys sikit je kan. Thas cos most guys, espc Asian guys tak suke shopping. Sum of them oredi know ape nak beli then they just buy. They dun go tengok kedai mane ade best price n best design, just beli.

But guys dun care how they look (most la, to my experience). They just wear what they want to wear then keluar. Tapi kalo perempuan, hoi! Kalo aku naki gi mega pun ake dress up, i take at least 1/2 an hour to dress up, lepas tu kene tgk jaket mane sesuai wif the season lagi. Sounds like a hassle kan, but tak kisah la, thats the onie time i get to go out kan. Moreover when i go out bukan i je cuci mate kan, org lain tgk i pun kene cuci mate gak, (hehe perasan la aku ni kan!)

Haih, i m blabbering so much! nak tido la! Eh tunggu for all the girls ini gambar Arjun Rampal yg tak kisah ape he pakai as long he is comfortable. Well he is good looking, does it matter what he wears?!!!

Arjun Rampal

Toodles, Good night.

I wanted to write more but i m really drained.

Symbols: M=me, D=darshana(3 years old, my niece), C=cousin(Darshanas’ mom), MM= my mom

MM:Darshana, who is beautiful, amma(my cuzin) or u?

D: Me(pointing at herself)

MM: u ah? Not Amma ah?

D: No, not amma me, me(repeated pointing at herself)

MM: Ok, ok. Maalini chitti beautiful or Yasshni chitti(aunty) beautiful?

D: Yasshni chitti beautiful, Maalini chitti beautiful

M: Eh, then y ur amma not beautiful?

D: No, amma not beautiful

C: Y i am not beautiful?

D: Bcos, u dun look beautiful LA, so not beautiful!!(was a bit irritated)

C: i dun wanna talk to u oredila, dun fren u.

D: u dun wanna fren me ah?

C: mmm(nodding), yes!

D: Okla, okla, u r beautiful la! (sounding very unconvincing)

Dunno if it is funny to u, but to me it made my day. Her face, her voice n the way she talked, i will never be able to forget it easily.

Good night take care.

I m so happy today. I finally got to meet my Form6 frenz. Its been 4 years since i met them, although not all cud make it, i was happy to see those who came. I felt like i was back in 6 Sc 1 again(sob* sob*).

Well the girls hv becum beautiful women, except for Choon Sin, she looks like a little girl wif her white shirt and baby green top. The boys err.. hv well…manage to remain as boys. Chang Chuan has his primary school “i-hate-girls” attitude intact, towards me at least.

The day was ok. We had sum fun talks mostly about me n CCC, cos we wr from Russia and they all hv not met me for like 4 YEARS!!! I wish i cud describe more but i m feeling very weak.

U guys can look at the pix in my facebook. Bye.