Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

Thanks to Miss Wong Sue May, i hv to do this now. 

1. i used to drink via the baby milk bottle till i was 7

2.I use to speak fluent Cantonese till i was 8. NOw unfortunately i don´t

3. I use to be teacher´s pet aka nerd till i was 12.

4. i hate roller coater rides or any other theme park rides

5. i love chicken n eggs, n will never ever be able to be a vegetarian

6. Ppl often tell me i hv a nice butt…n i am secretly(not so secret anymore) proud of it.

7. i fell on my face during the first winter in Russia…All my groupmates remember the incident crystal clear…It was an awesome experience for them.

8. i love to eat bread with chilli sauce…It´s so good u will try it again

9. i hv alwiz wanted to be a model, but i wasnt tall or thin enough

10. the old lady who cleans our floor stole my winter boots, cos they looked like granny shoes.

11. my chicken pox(its a childhood dcs mind you) attack came when i was 23 years old.

12. When i was 5 two nurses had to strap me down to the bed so that they could withdraw some of my blood. Whe the doctor said he was done, i looked at him and said “oredi ah, no pain oso!!!”

13. i was “nondi”(tempang) thru out my 2nd half of my 1st eurotrip

14. i make maggi goreng for lunch everyday after class.

15. i love to dress myself up but i am just too lazy to do so

16. i love looking at actresses in formal dresses n imagine myself in those dresses.

17. I love celebity gossips

18. i sumtimes looked reserved but once i open my mouth its hard to shut it back.

19. I admire my dad n inspire to be like him.

20. I was jealous of my sister when i was born, n i am still jealous cos she is taller n fairer than me.

21. i hv never been to a western singer´s concert ever before.

22. i hv never entered a night club

23. i hv short term memory lapse, which is a very serious one

24. i want to do plastic surgery on my nose n make my eyes a little bigger

25. i get bored very easily, so i never finish wat i start n i love to complain if i m in the same place for more than 2 days.

nah…do oredi!!!!

Tomoro i will be leaving for my 2nd eurotrip. I m not that excited to leave yet, but this morning i realised that some things are different btwn the last trip n this one. I m much more peaceful n hv bcum frens wif sum ppl, these are the same ppl i wanted to leave behind n say “ADIOS!!!!”  during the last trip. This time around things hv changed.

Sumhow to forgive or even to ask for forgiveness from sumone is quite hard, but once its done, u feel relieved.Last year i was so full of anger, this year i am like “Ehh, whatever…U happy, i happy.” Last year was all about “y me?” this year its more like “so what, i will get thru it”

I didnt like to be teased last time, i use to get very angry if anybody teased me repeatedly. I never told or showed it to them of course, alwiz kept it to myself or blew up to the wrong person. This year i realised that they tease me cos of my own sillyness, so its me who has to stop acting stupid. Yet i know ppl will still be teasing me, but ehh…whatever, i m not gonna fight back if i know i was the reason y they r teasing me.

I m a very inquisitive person. I like to ask many question, but of course i hv never asked teachers any question, dunno y though. But to ppl i know i ask many questions, “y ah, how ah, yes ah. then what ah”… Too many, that i guess i irritate sum ppl(probably every1). When ppl show me how irritated they r, it hurts, cos i never thought that askin a q cud make any1 angry, but looks like it does. So now, i TRY not to ask any questions to sum ppl whom i know r easily irritated.

I realised now that talking less, REALLY HELPS. I mean, i m not yelled at, i m not being talked about in front of me like this “I tell u ah, she ah, HAIYO!!!”. I get hurt when ppl say like that, cos to me all i wanted to do was to talk, so now in order not to hurt myself , i m trying to limit the talking.

  I hv frens, i do. But now i m 24, i want to hv sum girlpals, whom 10 years from now would still stick wif me, sumthing like “Sex and the city”. SATC is very touching for me in the context of friendship, i hv only watched the movie, n loved it. I hv lost sum ppl whom i thought were my bestfren, sum1 who wud be wif me stick wif me. Now sumhow i hv given up hope in looking for one. i dun care anymore. In order to get such a fren i hv tried pleasing many ppl, but in the end i m not happy n i dun think i ever will find one. N anyways i m afraid of calling any1 my best fren, i dun wanna put my hopes up high just to get it thrown downhill to watch it break to pieces.

I am fussy, but i try to adapt to ppl. I dun believe i m perfect n neither do i believe in perfection. i am trying to be myself n trying to live my life the way i feel it is rite. I wanna be happy as many days as possible, cos life is short. I dun wanna be angry, i dun wanna be sad, i wanna live, i wanna love, i wanna care. being angry at sum1 only makes me feel horrible. sum1 wanna talk behind my back, oh go ahead, i really dun care.

Hopefully when i cum back from this trip, i m a better person.

Today is the MS day. So, this morning i had this overwhelming feeling of anger just cause i saw a plastic bag down on the bathroom floor n pail filled wif water which was there for no reason. I threw the bag into the bin, splashed the water to the bathtub then banged the pail. Was  relieved a bit, anyways i dun think any of the girls noticed the noise.

I hv oredi finished all my exams and now just waiting to go for my 2nd euro trip to begin. Hv oredi gone for the food shopping, didnt buy lots of noodles this time, dun hv the nice heart to donate food again.  This tims my trip is going to be to Germany, Spain and Portugal. M not sure what is there to see there but i want to experience it all.. Oh i forgot one more place, most guys are wondering what am i and 3 other girls are going to do there, well thats just too bad la ha. Well i am going to Amsterdam DUDE!!! HAAAAAHAAAAHAAA!!!  Oh last year i went to Moulin Rouge too, my eyes was open wide n was gasping away thru out the whole street. They even had a shop that had a big lighting called “SEX SHOP”, the light was so attractive it still fresh in my mind. A word of caution to myself: No “pantene-ad” shots this year, I WILL NOT BE “NONDI” aka “Dr.House” AGAIN !!!

I hv just finished a “super-magnificent exam” called Hygiene. That exam was the only that made me scream “AAAAAARGGHHHH!!!!!”  while banging my head on the table n pulling my hair(i really did it the night before exam). It was such an exam where half way readin the answer to a question u go “y the hell am i reading this? Seriously? y y y y Y Y Y?!!!”  Most fall asleep after readin just one question, sum can read two question and the rest of the time r staring at the paper but the mind is elsewhr. This is my proposal : Hygienic requirement for the subject called Hygiene : give it to the first years(at that time any subject seems very important,n we wud probably hv worked harder.)

Talking about hygiene, i better go take my bath now. Buh bye!

Urology and surgery without Xiang Bin and sathia has been very boring. I hv no idea what the rest of my groupmates talk about cos all they can talk abt is games. Not that i am against it, but EVERYDAY?!!!!!. Dude, what the hell? I sit there barely being noticed, i think i am not noticable at all until they need to know the homework(gosh i feel like such a nerd). Everyday, PVP, grinding, shield or wateva…i sit there everyday listening to that n i dun even know what that means till now.

After this i suppose i would be in worst situation, but hey how much worse can it get from being invisible? i m so glad that class finishes tomoro(finger’s crossed) . Oh Xiang Bin, iwill try my best to tension myself n finish all my exams together wif u from now on. 

There i let it out oredi!!! Feels much better!